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when I was 16,

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 9, 2009, 3:36 PM
  • Mood: Daily Needs

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I want more than anything right now to gain six years of life, cut off all ties to anyone I know now and run away, get rid of my phone, live in a drafty apartment in a rainy city, hang out with shallow people I barely know, never wake up before 11, never go to bed before 3, get intoxicated every night, never eat, meet a boy or a girl or a trannie and have a meaningless vague relationship with them filled with casual sex and awkward silences, go to clubs and concerts and shows, party without a cause for celebration, forget my birthday, ignore holidays, own nothing and create art.
I want to write songs but never poems or prose, throw paint at canvases, sculpt, sew, draw with chalk/pencil/pen/marker/blood, capture moments on film and make them out to be more than they are.
I want to make them out to be something, anything, any little hint of emotion or pretty colors, something to inspire teenage girls into the same mindset that I'm in.
I want to let them long to run away and start again, but let them know they're too scared, too afraid of sleeping alone, too afraid of the unexpected, too afraid of being bored of the adventure, getting tired of the same old random, the quietly peaceful terrifying monotony of urban life or lack thereof.

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  • Current Residence: USA
  • Favourite movie: Cecil B. Demented, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, A Clockwork Orange
  • Favourite band or musician: Green Day [old], The White Stripes, Franz Ferdinand, MCR, Gorillaz, The Beatles, Matthew Gilbert
  • Favourite genre of music: Punk [and all it's little tributaries] , alternative
  • Favourite style of art: vintage

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We're talkin' about brunettes not fighter jets
It's got to be Sweet 16's not M-16's
When will the governments realize it's got to be funky sexy ladies?
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Thank you. <3

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We're talkin' about brunettes not fighter jets
It's got to be Sweet 16's not M-16's
When will the governments realize it's got to be funky sexy ladies?
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